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10:17 pm & 09.08.05
to a boy i'm writing letters he'll never read:
i'm going to stand by & let this happen. i'm not going to take the advice i lent you, i'm not making myself happy first. i'm going to sit back & watch you love her again. i'll be here for you if you get hurt. i'm always here to listen. even if it's never going to be the way i want it to be, i've given up on that because i know it won't happen. & i think i'm finally okay with that. just remember i'm going to be here for you, whether you're happy or sad, lonely or in love.
i can do this. i know i can.
sincerely,
me