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4:41 pm & 10.18.06
the only thing i can say is... it just hurts.
please stop apologizing.
i'm sorry that i can't let go that easily.
i thought i had something. & i didn't. anytime i get my hopes up this happens.
& so now i'm doing something i know i don't really want to do. & it's going to make a big mess.
i completely realize it won't end well & i'm doing it anyway. when i fuck it up i at least hope you'll be there.
& i've done it all to myself.
i hate myself today.