am i still your charm, or am i just bad luck?
11:16 pm & 10.21.05
so, now i know karate & have a black belt in kicking people's ass (or so the kid in the lunchline describes) [i'll take you down!]. i'm not worthy of a hello from someone i care about. i'm being replaced, but i'm okay with it. i think i'm changing & it doesn't bother me so much since i realize it. i'm going to be barefoot with black underarmor & cargo pants playing the keyboards soon. i've picked up saying "dear" & created the word pshaw. i've been sent songs i'm falling in love with. the toaster on my arm is fading, but the past few days have been amazing.