where did i go wrong?
12:49 am & 01.02.07
i still remain a good kid: no sneaking out to go to a party an hour away, but instead staying in & trying to open a bottle of sparkling apple cider, watching the blues brothers, & threatening to set someone on fire.
if you come up here, hell, i will take you back down, he said. i still don't understand why he wanted me there, why he was so upset i did not go.