you say i'm blind, i think you're wrong
9:14 am & 10.15.06
i'm not sure i expect him to show up. i am telling myself not to expect anything, because when i have expectations they are never lived up to.
but i do hope he shows up.
& while it's killing me right now how i know what's going on, and she doesn't have a clue... it won't, i know, in the few hours i will be around him.
my stomach is doing that stupid little nervous thing.
WAKE UP.