i'm wondering about you everyday
3:23 pm & 07.30.05
i know a girl, she means the world&the moon&the stars&more to me, more than she could ever understand. i don't know if she'll ever read this, or if she'll ever know the full extent to how much she's impacted my life&filled it with beauty&amazement. lunar eclipses are made ever the more wonderful knowing that we stood under one together&watched as the beauty engulfed us.
i miss her, even though she isn't gone. she has taught me so much without saying a word, all of it, about the world&how everything is lined in some beauty&that life is what you make it. she has loved&been hurt more than she could ever deserve. she is too beautiful&amazing for words. i could try to explain it for my whole life and never come up with a word that would be as... lovely as her&her thoughts&her words.
no matter what happens, every time i look to wish upon the moon, she will be right there in my mind. i just hope whatever she does, she's happy.